“Vulnerability is the birthplace of
innovation, creativity and change. We
can’t know things like love and belonging and creativity and joy without
vulnerability.”
- Brene Brown, author of Gifts of Imperfection
- Brene Brown, author of Gifts of Imperfection
A
writer is always vulnerable. The very act of writing opens a doorway to
vulnerability because the writer is putting something of himself or herself out
there for an unknown audience. Whether it’s the characters, or the settings, or
the struggles they write into the plotline, writers invest their very selves
into both the process of writing and into the end product. Every writer has a
signature and style, which stamps his or her narrative as their own.
Writers
vary, though, as to which what parts of the writing process they find to be
most perilous. For some, it is the very
process of writing itself. Simply putting onto paper their thoughts, no matter
what they are, reveals a vulnerability, which they sometimes need to push
through in order to continue writing.
For others, it is the finished work. They feel they are opening
their characters, and settings, and stories to a voyeurism they’re not sure
they’re ready to handle. Allowing others
to read their work nurtures feelings of nakedness as they realize they’ve just
provided an opportunity for acceptance or rejection.
No
matter which vulnerability writers struggle with, all writers must in the end
grapple with and accept that writing is a risky act. A writer who holds back will stunt his or her
writing. Fear of putting onto paper what
the muses inspire could mean some stories never get written. Dread that people might unfairly judge
characters, settings or narratives could result in mediocre writing in an
attempt to please, as opposed to writing what needs to be written. Unwillingness
to expose one’s writing to potential rejection could mean beautiful stories
remain hidden away in filing cabinets and boxes under the bed.
It
takes courage to write – to be daring and audacious and brave in the face of
one’s own vulnerability. In the end,
though, the writer knows that vulnerability is the heart of creativity,
inseparable from belonging, joy and wonder to be found in the pages we write.
Paula Castner is a co-founder of Seven Bridge
Writers' Collaborative as well as a freelance writer and workshop
facilitator. She receives emails at pajamalivingwriting@gmail.com.
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